Bible
Lola
I will Love you through your faults
I will Love you when you do not love me
When u do not love yourself
Loveliness exists within you, is reborn through every breath you let out
Lola by Saint Gabriella
Lyrics:
Don’t believe in angels but there u are!
Living this fast wont get u very far…
Lola
Lola
Baby
Put down the gun!!
Too many people own u…
but nobody knows u
Don’t believe in fate but here we are
Don’t believe that you really paid for ur car…
Lola
Baby
Put down the gun!!
Everybody wants u
but nobody needs u
(but i do)
when i wrote this song i had this vision of a music video where it was a girl (Lola) and then me in a polka dot dress with yellow socks. Lola would run around the apartment room by room arguing with a very sexy man. I was imagining Louis Garrel but 20. Anyways they fight and they fight over a gun and I’m like this little doo-wop looking girl in the corner singing. It looks cool in my head. Unfortunately I don’t know any men who look like Louis Garrel and don’t own yellow socks. Maybe one day…
William Desmond Taylor
DEVOTION FEELS SO GOOD SOMETIMES
SOMETIMES EVEN THE HURT FEELS NICE
EVEN THE PAIN IS STILL MEMORY
HATRED IS STILL A KIND OF LOVE!
Lyrics:
I like you, I do
Even the rain sometimes takes on your shape
So you dagger the front yard in
White, grey
Blue
Shot me in the back
Going in for a hug
Thinking of you still while
Bleeding on the rug
It’s a different kind of awful
Not hating you
If you’re such a good guy
Why can’t I find a clue?
Put me in a coffin
Down in LA
My stuff all up for auction
Give that shit away
It’s a different kind of torture
Not hating you
I’m haunted by all
Those things you used to do
Shot me in the back
Going in for a hug
Thinking of you still
While bleeding on the rug
When i first put this song out like the only question i got was oh hey who the fuck is william desmond taylor. Okay I’ll tell you!!! He was a prominent director (and i guess he was also an actor) in Paramount during the 1910s-1920s. He’s kind of lost to obscurity today because all he’s thought of for now is how he died… he was MURDERED ! in a very mysterious way, to boot! It is still unknown who killed him but there was a theory that he could have been shot while he was embracing someone… and thus… my lyrics were born
No disrespect to the dead of course but you know, it inspired me. I think the idea of someone shooting you while you’re wrapped up in a hug is insane and cold and hollywood. Plus I’m dramatic and was like… i’m sad about a guy who is really nice so i can’t really hate him…. but he’s also kind of evil… anyways now here we go. my song. it is not the fan favorite but hey, i have like 30 listeners on spotify and that’s good enough for me :)))))))
Paris
I’m awake
Finally
Forever
Lyrics:
Paris sleeps tonight
Like it sleeps every night
But I’m awake now
The moon is soft and bright
But I’m sick of it
And I wonder how I got like this
I’m feeling everything
I’m feeling nothing
I can’t even cry now
When I hurt myself
So I hurt myself
If you were drunk our whole relationship,
Every night, did it count?
Said you’re sober now
Quit coke because
God told you to do it
Sitting in that café
Telling you our memories I recall
You looked at me
Like a lost dog off his leash
You love to do this
Love to show up and leave
Ditch the decoy, vanish
I wish I could be like that
Wish I could leave so easily
Wish I could disappear into a drink
I cannot forget anything
I’ll never forget it all
My memory is a closet
Stuffed, shits stacking to the wall
I own too much
My shoes are in the oven
You’re asleep tonight
But I’m awake
Always
Always
Always